woke up at 930am jst now. had been slacking in front of the com for an hour. today working in the afternoon shift 3 to close. today is the last day of 2005. gonna to blog all of memories on 2005 tmr? provided i have tym. haaLOL. tonite how am i going to countdown. maybe going to meet t/ng to see firework at the durian. see how first as she might be meeting her mrs tan. haaLOL. tats all. going to take a nap and meet hanbin for lunch later. cos i'm passing him the receipt for his cheesecake. how i wish to have one. haaLOL.

HUIYING-i'm feeling NUMB. broken into pieces. .
even if the heart is broken, it will continue to beat...is it true?

28th DEC 2005
the day where my uncle ROM. haa. first tym in my life seeing ROM. can say me mountian turtle. i don mind. haa. i tot the ceremony will be a bery serious. in the end is super funny. i was the camera girl. i was lik "ehh. wait wait wait." cos i need to take photo. haaLOL. once i step into the room i was asking my uncle whther i need to take foto of tat guy holdin the ceremony. haa. the guy was really funnie. all were luffin at me all the way. got one setence made me luff lik mad. here it goes " in govt rule, it only allow one guy and one lady to get ROM." i was luffin norx. haa. yeah. after the ROM was photo taking session. after tat, went to grand plaza for dinner buffet. the food taste not bad. =) my broken heels that was glues broke again. sad="(. so went to funan IT mall to get slipper. quite nice. sumore bery cheap. haa. after tat was HOME SWEET HOME!

TODAY. morning shift.went to meet up my dearie for break and work was fine. yeah. got scared by weihao. while i was walking back suddenly got one person say "wahz. you walk so slow" den lunch was nice. haa. knock off at 7. rot inside staff room. cos i meetin cow at a later tym. knoe wad. he was late! 40 mins late! budden lucky mr yeo saw me. he came and tok to me. haa. yeah. meet up wibb cow. he pop out while i was drinking water. almost become merlion. haaLOL. den went to ask MRT uncle to change notes for us. pass him the present. finally! haa. so cute can. budden the ginger bread man super ke lian! half body broken den
the leg oso break. haa. so sad.

took train back to hougang. den listen to his MP3 and tok nonsense. luffin all the way. on the way home sth sia swuay happened. he go pull his big big earpiece's wire den the earpiece rebound on my ear i shouted OUCH loudly. the whole mrt took at us. super ps norx. both of us was lik looking down and luffin. LOL. went to meet hanbin to get money oso. yupp. anyway the batt is return. i quickly throw the batt into huis bag while he was changing for notes. den on train he was lik. ehhh. did i gibb you the batt? haa. i jst say. is inside. haa. den he insist tat he wan to check the box for serial number. mad cow. LOL. budden tat journey home was the best of the day. haa. yeah

tmr working from 3 to close. meetin up wibb t/ng for lunch. yaeh. gonna tell her alot of funnie stuff. haaLOL.

here to blog. gonna to blog sth on ytd cos i forgot to type. haa. got 3 lil'll cute kids came to the shop. one girl 6 yrs old, one boy is 7 yrs den the other lil'll boyboy is about 11 months plus. was chattin wibb the girl as i was doin the entrance. den she told me her name. she said rachel and i heard it as wei cheng, and she was luffin at me sia. haa. after she walked out she came back to say bye bye to me aklot of tym. haa. so cute. again, i chat wibb the boyboy at entrance as i habb been doing tat. again, i hear his name wrongly again. haaLOL. the last boyboy is the cutest oso quite handsome. haa. he waved at me and gibb me a goodbye kiss! SO CUTE!!! =))

btw, am i weird? cos the guy who had the same lunch break as me say i'm weird. he said: " ze mo ni wen na mo duo qi guai de wen ti de" will meh? haa. i donno. abt punch card tat ting, every nite after housekeepin if forget to punch card, there will be ppl punhcing for you. haa. so lucky!

today muz thanx weihao! haa. this morning he ask maristella not to put me at the entrance. at first i tot he fan gan about my voice. [actualli i oso quite fan gan about it. cos nobody wan to tk over den i will purposely drag the tone. whahah.] but glenn told me tat he is not. he say he saw me standing so long for the past two day so he wan me to change to other. hOhOhO! weihao rocks man! muz realli thanx him! oso muz thanx glenn for telling me tat. =)) btw, early morning glenn came and ji siao again. ask me wad is my name. i told him HUIYING. he replx " no, my[his] name is HI WELCOME while mine is BYE SEEYOU!" all thanx to the entrance and he ji siao me everyday whenever he see me! anyway, the said they miss my voice. haa. before going off. they ask me say "hi,welcome and bye see you in a nicer and sweeter voice" haa. all actin cute in the store. weihao crazy one. ask me go in front of my manager to say bye bye seeyou in a cute voice. pig lo. haa. but they are fun ppl! =))

tmr wun be free. need to wake up so earli. 11 plus. go out to buy thing. after tat would be my uncle's ROM and buffet dinner. yeah! whahah. OFF day tmr. SHIOK! btw, tmr all the fun ppl are not working anymore due to study. haix. whyy. sad. left jasmine my talking partner. haa. and alicia. tmr OFF! YEAH! i will miss them sia! haa.

btw, went to meet sJia jst now. hOhOhO. finally, i passed her the present. the present wad she got for me is wad i wanted to buy for her in the first place. TELEPATHY! haa. thanx sJia! i will work hard for the deal! okie? will try to be special and memorable. better than this! haa. =))

tym for bed. my legs are NUMB!

finally my staus is online! LOL.

24th of DEC. is the eve of xmas and is my first day at work. work till close. super tired! after tat came back to hougang to meet them for supper at the diam sum there. knoe wadx. i count down ALONE. when the clock strike 00:00:00. ke ai de wo jiu dui zi ji shou merry xmas. LOL. came home slp and is XMAS! anyway, at least ppl said merry xmas to me. two not bad looking guys. haa =X

25th of DEC. again, i'm working. till close again. my LEG! feel lik choppin it OFF! after work, went to find them for supper again. this tym round is 401. went to void deck to chit chat after tat. police came and say tat we are noisy. got ppl complain den dey took our ic to copy our name. the policeman quite yandao. haa=X. den chao act cool. but he luff at the thing i said. chao chao guo 3 ci hui ze mo yang? cos i cant say in the correct tone. haa. den chit chat till 3 plus and after tat home sweet home. jocelyn came to my hse to ton. high until 5 den slp.

TODAY. work again. after 4 hours of slp woke up and went for breakfast. after tat went to work again. today super tired. do all those housekeepin. again, same break wibb tat guy. so swuay. haa. jkjk. fit zai make my day BRIGHT. haa. he's call glenn. b4 he left he use his fist to hit his heart tat side and say he respect! yeah! fit zai! cos this 3 days i kip doin entrance de fit zai kip comin to ji siao me. haa. budden is fun. my outlet not bad bah. =))

TMR is a GIFT. haa. morning to 7! YEAH! after tat i'm meetin sJia! HURRAY! haa. den shun bian go get sum thing. tym for BED! NITE NITE! btw, i forgot to punch my card before going home. donno wad will happen to me tmr. god bless!

though working is tire but some frdds over there are FUN! haa.

hOO. wad a day. again, i waste a day slacking. listening to my POP song. DANG! super nice! haa. got the POP fotos rom already. going to upload fotos soon! all the hunks and babes from OLEY! haa. anyway, i still haben got present yet. HOW? arggghs. can i gibb a belated one? =xXx. going to bed soon as im going to wake up super early to help my mum to sell newspaper. so nice of me huh? =X i'm going to get all the present ready! soon...

went down to town today. got a present for sJia already. haa. kinda satisfied wibb it. LOL. ard 6, went to meet up wibb cx they all. yupp. btw, jocelyn saw 54 bucks lying on the floor! she shouted my name loudly and point at it. in the end, we didnt pick up. we jst continue walking. argghs! forget it. wanted to watch king kong but tickets are all selling out fast. so, we decided to go to the airport. i love to see plane flying! its NICE!!!! haa. >.< in the end, fetch nothing. haa. too bad. gonna to buy thing tmr. still thinking about wad to buy. maybe going to watch king kong wibb jocelyn, hanbin and cx. yupp. i wan to watch king kong~ haa. a 3 hr show? super long!

your absence makes a difference but does my absence makes a difference to you?

woke up super early. nothing much to blog about. going to go out tmr. yupp. i'm not looking forward to this year xmas. it sucks! grrr. eveybody seems to be busy and is hard to gather together. don even hab the mood to get the present for now. FREAK. lonely xmas. LEAVE ME ALONE!

i'm not okay
even the heart is broken,it'll continue to beat / your absence makes a difference.

just got home not long ago. yupp. today is my mum and joey's dad birthday. so qiao. happy birthday to them. =))

manage to tell cow about the batt thing. in the end he just said nvm which made me more guilty but no matter what,im gonna to gibb him back the batt. if not i will be very guilty. sumore this thing bother me from tat day i lost the batt. first tym losing frdd's thing sia. haix. lousy me.

going to bath and rest le. tmr derek gettin his result. all the best to him. going to find job tmr again. all the best to me too.

HUIYING-even if the heart is broken, it will continue to beat / your absence makes a difference

kinda long neber blog? haa. here to update. will be updating 15 of DEC. will be the most impt day of my life. =) will be a LONG entry!

15 DEC 2005. today is the day where OLEY will pass out together. woke up in the early morning and went off to skool. almost all of us had reach xcepet ben and mark. haa. the day start off wibb captain ball. a game which OLEY seldom play. haa. my grp came in in the SECOND position. lose to the ang bro cos ben has LONG HAND! haa. after tat was OLEY vs nco and cadets. during the first half. we lose to dem 4 balls! 0-4! haa. but during the second half, we show them the OLEY spirit. LOL. we WON the game by 2-3 balls! =))

after the game was pre-POP. the very last time that we will march and drill together. during the pre-POP, i did sth wrong! when the pc shouted keluar baris, i turn to the left instead of the right. i donno whyy oso. when yonglin saw me facing him, he was shock and joey's eyes almost pop out and my squad was laughin! wondering wad i was doin during tat moment. haa. after pre-POP was tym to get change into full-u and is tym to start the parade. i tink almost the qhole squad got promoted to ssgt. yupp. my sec 2 2005, whole squad promoted! whahaha. yeah! there were four best unit cadet: raymond and agnes(hq) yonglin and me (skool). yupp. shout our OLEY cheer and threw our beret up high up! POP le! felt kinda sad and happy? donno why. yonglin's speech was touching. still rmb tat nite at yonglin's hse, i was laughin at his speech saying tat is was funnie but on the actual day, i was touched. yupp.

after tat was foto taking session. took a lot of fotos! haa. DEREK ANG used his beret to hit my head! SUPER PAIN. grrr. haa. gonna to update the fotos soon and after we finish taking foto, went to habb our lunch. didnt eat much cos don realli feel lik eating. yupp. habb our usual YUM SENG. haa. went home after lunch to hab our shower and meet the guys to go skool together. we waited for them to get ready for farewell and while waiting, we took fotos again. haa. this yr farewell party is special cos is lik hong xin da jiang. sumore got xin guang da dao. haa. i tink among all im the most xin fu de le. haa. knoe whyy. everyone habb one partner only. as for me, i got TWO! haa. the two handsome. cx and fusheng. LOL. envious bah? keke. >.< after tat was the satrt of our farewell party.

the part was kinda fun. me and fusheng was ask to sing jian ao w/o prepared! my voice is like...ya. haa. performance was funnie. haa. den the prize giving. yupp. happy moment pass fast. finally, it had come to the finale. 3 songs, dang, dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui and wo nan guo. the first two song was okie but for the lasst song i really cant stand. stand in front, tears started to roll down. almost all of us are having watery eyes. yupp. the speech given by everyone and joey was touching. erally cant stand the atmosphere. all of us were bery sad. we end off the farewell party by singing lang hua yi duo duo and our cheer. the whole squad gibb joey a hug in order to thank him as he was the one who watch us grow since we step into npcc. yupp.

again, is foto taking session again. after tat, went down to pasir ris to habb our bbq. bbq was okie. im pro at it. haa. took foto and habb fun wibb dem. went home at ard 2 plus and tat marks the end of my npcc life. ya. it mark the end of the chapter and oso a start of my new chapter.

OLEY is make up of 24 peep. 4 yrs, we went thru thick and thin. we sweat, we cry, we sing, we drill, we play and we crap together. the days we had will never be replace. wanna to thank them for giving me such a wonderful tym. the days we had were really memorable. will rmb all the outing we habb and all the camps we habb been thru. yupp. OLEY ROCK! =))

JOEY PEAR. thanx him for giving us such a nice day. though is not up to his expectation but we really did enjoy the farewell alot. though the flash cant be shown during the farewell party, i guess he will send the flash thru mail bah. alon, wanna to thank him for guiding us thru out the 4 yrs. though there are lots of conflicts between the squad and him, i guess let bygone be bygone. tat the past. yupp. thank you=)

SEC 3(2005). thanx them for puttin in so much effort in this yr pop, farewell party and bbq=)

SEC 2 (2005) my squad! haa. congrats to them as the 10 of dem weere promoted! =))

today is the first day of nrc i tink everything is fine. yupp.after that, went to mall and knoe wad! a malay girl carried her cat into the mall. at first i tot is none of my business so why shld i care. but the prob is she carried her cat and when she walk pass me, the cat tocuhed me!!!! arghhhsss!!!!! at tat very moment i shouted "eeEeeee" loudly. seriously I HATE CATS! yes i do!forget about it. btw, bird got the call for the company already, while i'm still waiting again. dumb. findin job after nrc. yes! i can do it. haix.

anyway, i'm prud to say that i finished fixing my puzzle jst now! 500 pieces within 3 nite and is my first tym! haa! =)) the puzzle look nice but i prefer puzzle world's puzzle. OF COS! haa. gonna to get myself one when i hab $$$.

weekend is here! did'nt do anything much. jst slack at home. went out to habb dinner with my familt and came home. bought those puzzle at mini toons to kill tym. now channel u is showing star award. rmb tat day they came to my hse to watch and try chef lee's cooking. haa! LOL. anyway, thats the past. i wan to finish the puzzle soon! i'm not going to take a week but 3 days! hope i can. cos i'm having nrc soon. =pPp

it's hard to find someone like you and it's hard to walk away from you but if you're happy without me, i ought to feel the same as long as you are happy. i am trying to walk away.... but it seems to be a hard task for me to walk away...so near yet so far...it is not the same as the past anymore...how am i going the fill the gaps? shld i walk away or continue filling up the gaps..

new blog skin

haa. thanx to gera! haa. i love this blogkin! it is nice! super sweet! i'm loving it! =)) haa. went for 2 interview today. again, they gave the same old sentence. we will call you soon. anyway,forget about it. there isn't a need to grumble so much as it is not a good solution. yeah.

it's hard to find someone like you and it's hard to walk away from you but if you're happy without me, i ought to feel the same as long as you are happy. walking away....

slacking...

i have been slacking for so many days. i did went for job interview but it didnt succeed. life after studies is hard. hais. forget it.
broken dream . dream will never become reality.
i got a replx which i find it kinda nice though is a different meaning of dream. my dream refers to those dream that happened during our slping hr. while this is about the real dream which is aka goal.

dream without action that is for sure it will not become reality.
dream that you work on it, fight for it i'm sure it will become reality.
there is nothing free in this world =)

thanx that person for the 3 sentences. haa.

SLACKING IN PROCESS

i've been slacking every now and then. having a super slack life at the moment which i don lik as i wun have any money for xmas and xmas will is coming soon! i mean REAL SOON! went to hace breakfast with my girls in the early morning. at least all of them came as yuan zi is going to taiwan today so we acc her to have breakfast.early morning, nonsense could be heard and also our usual laughter. yupp.

after our breakfast, went to skool as i'm having meeting in skool. before the meeting start, we went to "tour" ard the skool. big changes. especially the buildings and though concourse is not demolished but the toilet is super small for now! LOL. after that the girls went off and is the start of my meeting. yupps. after that, went home to sleep and slack. super bored. going to bed soon as i have to go my grandma hse early in the morning to pass the camera to my uncle and get all the fotos upload and burn into rom. NITE!

FOTOS will be upload tmr NITE! stay tune! haa.LOL

even if my heart is broken, it will continues to beat. life goes on...

PROM NITE

29.11.2005!
woke up super early this morning due to the vibration of my fone. went back to sleep and got up at 9plus as i'm going to acc gera to do her hair. her hair look nice=). went home and slack till 2 plus and is my turn to make my hair. super duper straight. haaLOL. after tat my dad send me to angeline hse to do make-up. yeah. my make up was fine and went to biling's house to prepare. after changing, i was the only one super free while the rest are busy wibb their stuffs.

got out of ling hse at 6pm and meet up wibb the rest. the two couple shared one cab while me,ting,yuan and linwei share one. the first unlucky thing happen. the cab driver drove us to the wrong destination. he drove us to marina mandarin instead of Meritus Mandarin. arghs! he went one round and finally drive us to our destination. we reach dere late while the two couples went up already. took fotos wibb frdds. super nice! haa. the five of us were not bad. jeramy look great! he is bery shuai! LOL. puay boon is super super super super shuai and charming! serious! nid alot of super sia.haaLOL. he is the our PROM KING and hazel our PROM QUEEN! LOL. btw, our table shouted for the wrong couple. we wanted to cheer for ali and fusheng, in the end we cheer for sec5 de gabriel and my clz de adeline.LOL. we are the onli table which shouted =X

btw, fusheng wore until super kool. haa. cx look great! hanbin look si wen. haa. which i told him. second unlucky thing happened. my cam batt was low! luckily, emmeline's cam is sth same as mine and batt is the same! saviour! saw miss tan and she was say " wah. huiying. so nice. i was wondering how u will look lik tonite." haa. den miss lim came and say " just nw npcc take foto u neber go" totalli lao lo. haix. forget it. FATE!

the party was high. especially chosing prom king tat tym. super high! haa. shouted lik mad. btw, the guy who serve our table is super funnie and abit cute la. haa. i say i wanted the cracker on the dish cos he neber gibb me. after serving all, he gave me one piece and said "na. ni de keropo." haaLOL. the food is not really nice =X yeah. the prizes is the worse! LOL. got a two person voucher for lunch at the hotel. ya? haa. ytd nite pass real fast. after the party, went around to take foto. alot! haa. i love all the fotos i took! esp wibb liangsheng! LOL. tat CUTE foto! haa. and that geraldine went to send ppl! almost skin her alive! LOL

the last unlucky which is the most unlucky thing happened! my heel! broken! the heel duan dian yi dian dian norx! all thx to someone! i will take my revenge soon. haa.LOL. went to orchard to take mrt. no more traing and our onli choice was to take to toa payoh to change to bus 153. in the end,me,linwei and ting sat my dad's car home while yuan zi and weiyu go take sweet journey home. LOL. went to packet supper and came home. took foto wibb my bro and show my mum all the foto. haaLOL. she was luffing. yeah. I LOVE PROM NITE! gonna to upload foto soon. try my best. haaLOL.

i miss ytd nite man. LOTS. anyway, i spend quite a long tym to wash my hair! wash my hair wibb shampoo twice! haa. my hair is super dry now. i wan to upload foto! haa. shld hab tk cable from my uncle man! regret!

MOST unlucky thing:
1) WRONG DESTINATION
2) LOW BATT FOR MY CAM
3) BROKEN HEELS

MOST happy thing:
1)FOTOS!
2)THE PARTY!
3) FOTOS! haa.

ILOVEPROMNITE! =))

MONDAY

feeling kinda tired now. woke up at about 1pm today. went to my grandma to get camera from my uncle as i need it for tmr's prom nite. yeah. prom nite is on tmr! can you imagine that few weeks ago we are still looking forward to it and now is the tym! tym flies! after that, went to meet wilson and his gf as his gf is lending me her handbag. yeah. thx to her and linwei as linwei was the one who helped me to ask. then, went to angeline's hse to try out the make up. initially, it was okie. reach home only at 1030pm and habb my dinner.

anyway, geraldine started working today at gio already while me, i'm still waiting for the call and looking for job. haix. is fate bah. tmr will be a pack day, as i have to acc gera to make her hair in the earli morning. after tat noon tym, will be my turn to get my hair either style or do up. going to angeline's hse for make up after tat and will gather at biling's hse and we shall set off for prom at about 6. yupp. tmr is gonna to be a busy day. btw, jocelyn is going for c.i course tmr. all the best to her! yeah. i'm waiting for that call and i'm looking for jobs!

even if my heart is broken it will still ue to beat. life goes on. i got this sentence from the 8pm show [channel55] and i find it kinda meaningful.

MY DAY @ TOWN

went to cathay to catch movie wibb the 3 gers not 4 as the show was horror and ling don wan to watch. ya. the show was not bad and is not really a horror show. yupps. after the show, went to meet ling and went walkin ard town, got to see some stuffs for prom. gonna to be poor after my prom as im broke! no money. hmmm. tmr i will be going out again. will going for an interview and after that, i'm going to get all the necessary stuff for my prom nite as it is round the corner. anyway, saw a grp of ppl havin their prom. their dressing is kinda formal? yea? haa. yupp.

lonely nite. so near yet so far. it seems to be drifting away. it wun be like the past anymore as we cannnot dig out the past nor we can pause the tym to let it stop. it will only be put under a name called memories. i miss that day, that lovely nite wibb so many stars and that morning!

MY DAY

Os is is finally over! yes! haaLOL. today, went to skool to get my leaving cert and the cca paper. was kinda sad to see that, cos i got an A2 instead of my target. when i browse through, i saw sth missing. i didnt pass npcc day parade. forget it. is over. let bygone by bygone. went out to find dem to habb dinner and craps. feeling wasnt right i oso donno why. yupp.

tmr going down to town to catch movie. gonna to watch the exorcism of the emily rose. shld be not bad bah. wad i wan to watch is harry potter! forget it. i guess i'll hab to wait for the dvd. gonna to shop for my prom nite stuff too. fri, will be havin interview at bugis. which is good as me and yuan zi going there to get prom nite stuff. by fri, i wan to buy all the stuff! haa. sat, might be going out wibb yongming! haa. yeah. and will be going for match fiz bah. haa. yupp.

anyway, yuan zi is going to taiwan on nxt fri. kinda sad to hear tat cos left one more week to her trip and it will last for one long month. sumore from tmr onwards she is going to stay at jurong sia. gonna to miss her when she is at taiwan. haa! going to watch tv now. -GONE-

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I open my eyes

I try to see but Im blinded by the white light

I cant remember how

I cant remember why

Im lying here tonight

And I cant stand the pain

And I cant make it go away

No I cant stand the pain

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Ive got no where to run

The night goes on

As Im fading away

Im sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

Everybodys screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

Im slipping off the edge

Im hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I cant explain what happened

And I cant erase the things that Ive done

No I cant

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Ive got no where to run

The night goes on

As Im fading away

Im sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Ive got no where to run

The night goes on

As Im fading away

Im sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

BORING SUNDAY

finally i can hab a free sunday. a free sunday mean don nid to touch any TYS! haa. but it seems to be bored doing nothing. went to my grandma hse to visit both of my grandparent. all of them seems to be surprise to see me as i didnt go over there for about one month le. so long! haa. busy mugging. went over and jus rot there. did nothing. yupps. looking forward to tue! last paper! finally! but kinda nervous oso. not over the paper la. haa. LOL. anyway, hope all can get through the interview den can work together. haa. it would be fun man! tmr will be the last day im going to touch my TYS! haa. YEAH!

anyway, will be pack for the week. hope to get a job. den can work and earn money. having prom nxt nxt week. after prom i still habb my cousin weddin dinner to attend. haa. oso my uncle's ROM during the dec! lookin forward to it! =) nothing more to blog. all the best to ppl taking the last paper! good luck to the five of us! haa! jiayou! =)

TIRED

feeling shack and tired now. didnt slp since ytd. had my super duper earli breakfast at hougang green de mac. anyway, tat guy serving was realli tired cos he is blurr! haa LOL. after finishing my delicious breakfast, went to take bus to school. went to school to see campcraft training. kinda miss my batch de campcraft mate. LOL. miss the shouting, cheering and screaming done by the crazy ppl. LOL. i tink this batch of campcraft ppl are xin fu! haa. donno whyy i habb such tinking. LOL. after that was home sweet home. gonna to lie and my comfortable bed soon! real soon! btw, si ren marcus come hao lian to me his paper finish le and he had his hair dyed! BOO! LOL!

is tym for me to get into my dreamland. im dead tired. gonna to hab dreams that wun come true. how sad will it be when u dream of a sweet dream but it will not come true eventually. haix. broken dream.

JIAYOU

came online to hab an hour break. after blogging and im gonna to mug again. mug and mug for the past few days. left wibb 3 more days of paper. FINALLY! last week was a freak week. couldnt slp b4 the first paper. wake up every hour. god! math paper 1 i was kan chiong and lots of careless mistakes were made. as for paper 2, i didnt hab enuff tym to finish my paper. goosh. tat goes my marche. sad. for ss, again, i don habb enuff tym to write. i donno whyy im such a slow writer. haix. since is over. forget about it. focus on the last few papers instead of dwelling on the past paper.

yearning for FREEDOM! mug hard guys! 3 more paper to go! jiayou!

LAST DAY of skool!

consider my last day of skool? haas...it means pass out from skool le....went to skool after pon-tanging two days of skool...haas...but i didnt slack! doing my physics! haas...as for SS, i was chatting through out the 2 hrs...wasted my tym...btw,,was kinda excited about the graduation ceremony...don ask me whyy...haas...earli morning i asked ting a qn...it goes like" heyy, will you cry during the ceremony?" she told me;NO...cos i oso tink tat we'll cry during our prom nite onli...haas...anyway...finalli the ceremony hadd arrived....

the ceremony started off wibb skool song and creed...sang it loudly for the both...haas...cos last tym singing it le ma...keke...all the principal talk and after tat was father's turn to talk...i didnt realli pay much attention to wad he was toking...but when he ask us to go over to say thank u to my mum, i did...first tym...after tat was walking over to the teacher and thanks dem...miss tan was having such a pair of red eyes! tears could be seen! chinese teacher was crying and gers in my class started to cry...hug gave by miss tan kool and tears started to roll down my cheek...realli sad about it...don knoe whyy...hais...4 yrs and im graduating from the skool today...sad...was lookin for ah ong as i wanted to thax him...he's realli nice! =)) went forward and shake hand wibb him..ask him for a hug den he say "huh"...haas...in the end he still gibb me a warm hug! =)) thanx ah ong! love him to bits! haas. LOL...

ceremony ended off wibb tears and smile! =)) went down to canteen,walking around and taking fotos! haas...kinda nice...will be updating some...took fotos wibb ah ong oso! haas..my gers and miss tan dey all oso...kool..rush home to shower and went down to town for SWENSEN! my EARTHQUAKE! haas...celebrating ting's sweet 16!
after tat came home and here am i! haas...updating fotos le! takecare!

lovemygers!
loveahong!
lovemyclass! =))
love TODAY!

THURSDAY

kinda long nv come online already as i was mugging hard for the last few weeks..=)) last few weeks was fine..everything is fine...bonding between us are stronger...seriously,i LOVE my gers! LOL...last year le..bu she de sia...anyway...ytd was a fun day...haas...bery long neber luff until so crazy le..haas...LOL...enuff of tat...everyday is precious to me! haas...especially wibb gfs...laughter wibb dem and all the retarded thing that we had done together! =))

anyway, tmr is my "boyyfrdd"`s birthday...got him a present already and tmr we`re having dinner at chomp chomp...yupps! too bad sJia cant join us...yupps...anyway, IMISSSJIA! haas...tats all...tym for more REVISON! jiayou!

HUIYING- LOVE MY GERS! =))

THE END

FINALLY!
tmr mark the END of my prelim!
KOOL!
anyway, tmr im going to ENJOY!
LOL.
tym for bed=))
a nice and cold NITE!

MY DAY

everyday tym muz tink of a tittle for the post hen ma fan eh...haas...lol...woke up kinda late today as i don habb paper for the day...best thing of my day...but i envious ppl who are taking art as dey don habb to go for any paper tmr and there is no theory for art! haas...budden dey muz ao ye which i cant take it...hee...was rottin through out my day...den shijia ask me to go to her friendster page..JIAN JIAN DAN DAN! lol...me and her favourite song! rmb tat tym she msg me saying she fell in love wibb JJ songs and the song i told her i lik was jian jian dan dan...same type sia...haas...cos both of us are capricorn! haas...

evening tym went to compass wibb biling cos she wanna to buy a top...end up she bought nth...haas...while she was trying i jus stand dere and rot...she took a long tym...toopid ting is that i almost bang into the mirror cos i tot that it was the path to changng room...another one is while i was enjoying my fav CHOCOLATE bread tat tym suddenly got one voice saying no food in gio...i lao diao cos i neber see any soul but i heard voices...so paiseh lo..in d end jus stand dere lo...came home and did nth else but jus sit in front of the tv and com...

nothing much....due to toopid geraldine`s nick saying im 1**...but im 160! haas...sad to see tat ba...cos i belong to the 16+club whixh is she and yuan while the 15+ club is bird and ling....haas...we got spilt club de wors...haas...LOL...tym to end...NITE

NEW song! =))
HOPE THAT THE SUN HAD CHASE AWAY ALL THE DARK CLOUDS!
YU GUO TIAN QING LE! =))

ROTTING in process

got home kinda earli and here i'm rotting in front of my com...ytd gerfrdds dey all came to my hse to watch the maid...haas...kinda funnie...the part when screaming could be heard is the second disc and is the arrival of the pizza man! haas. LOL...eating and watching the maid...after tat was discussing wadx to wear for this fri...3 more days to go!!!! counting down! haas...

was readin my old xanga...i realise that my holiday was kinda boring...budden high de shi hou bery high! haas...going to marina was one of the most often thing tat i did during the holiday...meeting miss geraldine is lik my daily routine is my last december holiday? haas...LOL...rmb the last xmas...sendin jocelyn home wibb sJia and hanbin..so fun! haas...now, did have any outing wibb dem le...but this fri will be the best one ba...haas...after tat see wher can we go.l..100% muz mit derek! cos is a FRIDAY! haas. LOL. anyway my leg still hurts....due to tat slide...the curve! haas...almost make me overturn sia...update more ltr...

HAPPY mooncake festival

not realli a happy mooncake festival as i got myself a blister while buring all the candles...='(...before "celebrating" mooncake festival went to compass to study chem and i got to knoe sth...i knoe nuts of chem! i hate sci! forget about tat...made a lil`ll "postcard" for geraldine...hope she lik it...haas...she was feeling down over some dumbass [ the BBC]..ya? went to tat park to play candle and sit down dere and chat till 9 plus and after tat i went home...yuppie...

came home and i sat down here for quite a while...gonna to go off and habb a good nite slp as im tired! tmr will be another day wibb shine but i guess i`ll be rotting through the whole chem paper as i had said i knoe nuts abt chem! be my chem teacher. anyone?

TO: MISS GERALDINE
special sia. onli for you onli eh. happi ma? ger. cheer up. don get bother by the BBC. okay? words cant realli express wad i realli wan to say to you. hope u had enjoy the nite wibb us. tonite don cry le. if not tmr i habb to bring along tooth pick for u le =X. habb an earli nite. love ya ger! <3 color="#ffffff">
deep in thoughts....
realli wonder wadx i wan...
realli wonder am i doing the rite thing and going on the rite track...
didnt mean to say all those ting..
if tym could turn back...
i wish to say sorry and wish to do the rite ting =(

HUIYING

finally i`m blogging after quite a number of days...wasn't my usual self for the past few days...deep in thoughts for every free moment i habb...i oso don knoe whyy...ask me not to tink so much is a bu ke neng de matter...by telling you tat i wun tink so much is jus a fu yen ba...yupp...habb to endure for one more week which is 5 more days, my prelim will be over! i`ll be going to sentosa! haas....ke ai de chuan xun and fusheng made me look forward to it more...as we were crapping around...and chuan xun say he wanna to undress dere and he say cant play volley ball bcos his bone will break once the volley ball hits him...haas...lol..budden both of dem realli make me luff for the nite..haas...enuff of tat le...

ytd dey came to my hse for dinner...budden i muz say sorry to dem as the pasta was realli bery lil`ll...sorry guys...after tat went habb my fav xin dian...no la...is dian xin aka dim sum...realli nice...reach home onli at 1am...fell aslp wibb a penny of thoughts inside my mind....as for today, i jus rot at home and didnt even study...and dey went out to study w/o calling me! forget abt tat matter...tmr going to study wibb linwei...i guess he will teach me sci ba...yuppie...

deep in thoughts as i guess ting shld be solve face to face and wad fusheng said was rite...yuppie...i don habb a stand to do anyting to it as i don get a clear view of the matter...ya..so i wun be toking anymore abt it...but i knoe tat i will jus speak out ting tat im not happi in the front and not the back alley....

SUNDAY

today marks the end of my holiday and tmr is the start of my prelim paper...
prelim will end nxt nxt week...
this shows that i wun be appearing online and will be mugging home either at home or cp [me and gera de study place/LOL] le...
haas/LOL...
nothing much...
all the best to peeps taking prelim for the nxt two weeks!
ESP GFS and OLEY! =))


YING- i`ll be there for you, this five words i swear to you. when you breathe i wan to be the air for you. I`LL BE THERE FOR YOU

SATURDAY

weekend is here and my holiday is gonna to end soon....tym flies huh? one week is over...slacking for the whole week...wadx am i doing and wad do i wan? anyway...let put that aside...shld be watching superstar in my room but my brother is watching don knoe wad nonsense show in the room...so..here i am, in front of the com...superstar showing JJ now..KOOL...his performance was realli great and his vocal ROCKS ! yi qian nian yi hou makes me tink of NCO camp 2005! cos tat day i tink at study area, deli`s laptop suddenly play tiz song den got lots of feeling...haas...LOL...

today went to mall to study...haas...not bad...manage to asbord sumtings...beside that oso got free "show" huh...haas...onli geraldine and me knoe about tat...the telepathy SISTER! keke...shld be eating pasta for the nite..in the end, it was cancel as dey are not coming...poor derek...he was somehow disappointed? yeah...sorry tat i habb made him disappoint but i promise i will cook for him to eat de! LOL...nothing much...


YING- i`ll be there for you, this five words i swear to you. when you breathe i wan to be the air for you. I`LL BE THERE FOR YOU

MY days

kinda bored....
bored to death....
didnt step out of my hse for the past TWO days!
not even a STEP!
how kool can tat be...
rotting at home everyday, facing the walls and tons and tons of books!
how i wish i could BURN all the BOOKS but tat was a naive thinking...
i guess that is a part of LIFE!
last fri i was spendin my day in skool wibb derek and dinner at suki wibb crazy peeps...
but today, i was rotting at home...
i miss last week especially 31st of AUG!
nothing much to blog...
habb an earli nite...
anyway...
my favorite song...

I’ll be there for You

I guess this time you're really leaving,
I heard your suitcase say goodbye.
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding,
They say true love is suicide.

You say you've cried a thousand rivers,
And now you're swimming for the shore.
You left me drowning in my tears,
And you won't save me anymore.
Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl.

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for youI'd
Steal the sun from the sky for you,
Words can't say what love can do.
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times,
Now they have their own hiding place.
Well I can promise you tomorrow,
But I can't buy back yesterday.

And baby you know my hands are dirty,
But I wanted to be your Valentine,
I'll be the water when you get thirsty,
babyWhen you get drunk, I'll be the wine.

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd Steal the sun from the sky for you,
Words can't say what love can do.

And I wasn't there when you were happy,
I wasn't there when you were down.
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, babyI wish
I'd seen you blow those candles out.

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd Steal the sun from the sky for you,Words can't say what love can do.
I'll be there for you

TILL THE END

MY DAY

second day of my week...woke up kinda earli this morning at about 11am =X...did all the necessary stuff and went out to study...today i was very "bright"..can shine brightly at dem! keke...cos the other bully don wan to come out! sad...haas...after that went to the park near compass for lunch as there is a food court over there...i muz say sth...the palyground over dere was fun! haas...got a slide where me and geraldine played like mad...we was lik so high...haas..LOL...playing and playing...laughing lik crazy gers...cool...it made my mind stay free at tat moment...the sky look beautiful too! =)) came home and let the two ahem ahem go on their own...haas...LOL...on the way home i was realli ji dong and rough...i muz clarify tat i doesnt habb to treat it in a gentle way as it is not worth to do it in tat way...ya...ooh man...image in front of new frdd was spoil...haas...no la..who care! seriously speaking,i cant stand all the tooping thinking and all the nonsense they had create...cant the matter be solve in a more mature way rather lik CHILDISH way? hoo...tat`s me....a kinda straightforward ger...for both nite i`m seeing and hearing all this crap...seriously..stop all the nonsense and focus on more important...stop hurting and discriminating ppl...YES! tat`s it!

tmr dere will be two mock exam and one test...whyy cant the skool jus gibb us a break b4 prelim though mock exam might do help? seriously speacking, i tink the skool shld let us study on our own instead of asking us to go back for mock exam...i knoe is for our own good..anyway...no use grumbling! yes...maths is 100% gone case...cos sumone say i bery SLOW...sure cannot finish the paper and all those ting i oso cant see...yupp...after tt will be SS...toopid bg..such a LONG topic! sumore 3 chapters? phy is worse....i don even knoe how my phy teacher got is teaching license...tym for bed! NITE!

MONday

NOT a BLUE MONday...LOL...this morning, i was suppose to report skool for math mock exam at 9am...but in the end, i reported at 940am!!!! cos i overslpt...i woke up at 850am! set the wrong tym again...second tym le sia..rmb the fiz tym was leisure camp...yyeah...the paper was bery difficult...gonna to fail it le man...after tat went down to town again..ya...got myself some stuff...yupp...rush home and went to cp to mit dem to study...was late for an hour lik tat? haas...budden luckily emmeline reach fiz...linwei oso late lo...left cow at mac ALONE! LONELY sia..haas...who asked him to make me wait during the fiz tym...keke...LOL...

was stoning at first...cos i don knoe trigo! haas...budden cow taught me how to do...sumore suan me again! say i so SLOW! don nid to take liaos! looking at my maths and suan-ing me through out the tym! toopid cow! LOL...doing math and is difficult! die die die...start to make me again and again...kana ji siao by them lik mad! esp toopid cow and linwei! i wan to take revenge tmr! LOL...did learn stuffs tat i don understand...yuppie...and there were "fights" between me and cow..fighting lik mad! he`s a BIG BULLY! LOL

nothing much...tym to log off...=))

some WORDS

ONE:
Listen to my own heart beats. The irregular beatings.I’m thinking silently. I don’t want to be disturbed by anyone.We hug real tight. However we still let it go easily.That kind of feeling, is very weird, how should I put it?The time has been divided into half, stopped your kindness to me.Breaks down our clinginess. The sky after you left.I’m like a kite searching for a dream. The sky after rain.Does it have a face of sunshine? I silently stared at the sky.I try to look for the sensation of lost, but I can only smileAnd hoping for the rainbow after rain.

HOPING TO SEE RAINBOW AFTER RAIN.

TWO:
In memory the childhood has been recalled. The clouds float in the blue sky. You from that time told me that you want to hold hands with me and walk together until the end of the time.
After that I’m afraid of lifting the head and look up. As if I’ll see the sky lost its color. From that day I forgot how to breathe. The tears. Ah! Forever not; not cry again.
Our love will not come back after it’s gone. Up until now, I’m still waiting silently. I understand that our love has become your burden. It’s just that I can never let this love go. The last warmth you gave me.
I no longer want to ask you if you love me. I just want the free sky now. Escape from this tied up world and never be lonely.

THE PAST WILL NEBER BE ALIVE AGAIN. ='(

FRIday

finalli today is the last day of the week....wednesday was the day that i had lots of FUN! =))

wednesday...
earli morning we had our usual teachers' day performance...i was realli high...haas...i oso don knoe why..crazy me...after tat went home and went out again...went down to town wibb my gfs as we are going to sg for our lunch + dinner...again... we were so HIGH! LOL...all of us started toking lots of crap and today all of us were HONEST! haas... LOL...tat was kool...we oso look quite a number of fotos? a retard foto of me! *arghs* LOL...after sg we went walking around town...heeren and wisma...yuuppie...saw geraldine`s best frdd and sly...i was the onli one who have the good eyesight to spot them...haas...LOL..after that i alight at ps and went to mit up wibb sJia! haas...cos we are catching movie together wibb deli...went walking around orchard...the movie was nice and reach home onli at 1plus! hee...

thursday was a boring day...superstar was weilian..ya...expected...TODAY...stayed back in skool wibb derek...it was FUN! LOL...chatting...reading up abit on SS...listening to mp3 and high-ing around...about7 i saw ah ong, i faster take out notes and started to act guai...haas...LOL...mr leow at dere saboing me sia...haas...LOL...budden i realli did read up abit...went to suki for dinner...second buffet for the week...rich? NAHZ! >.<>

YING- penny of THOUGHTS of the LONELY nite.

MY com is BACK!

It had been a long time since I last blog! My computer which was sent to “icu” last Sunday is back! LOL. Finally my computer is fine already. The entire programme is installed nicely for me already so there would be any problem already? I guess so. Tomorrow is teacher’s day celebration. I guess tomorrow’s performance will not be that bad? Haas. LOL. After that I am going to seoul garden for lunch! Haas. LOL. It had been quite some time since I went there. Therefore, I am going there tomorrow! I guess I got not much thing to mention today. I miss last week! I miss games day and jokes which were cracked with shijia and derek!

=))

my body is in pain and i`m old already...haas...ytd went for the area 7 games day! KOOL! haas. my ver last event for HIHS NPCC le...yupp...participate in tur of war...again, this yr we got second...yuppie...took part in soccer too! got the first position! kool rite? lolx...me and shijia was "high"? haas. quite la...lameing around wibb her since 5am in the morning till 7am...haas....
msg-ing one another through out the MORNING! keke. lolx...tiz yr we got back the challenge trophy! WHAHAHAHA! fiz eh! second year we are holding on to it le! PROUD of tat man! =)) tat`s wad holy de spirit....LOL...after tat went back to skool and went home...i was realli tired...got a trophy for myself...hee...yuppie...budden i fall down while playing soccer...lucky got shijia! haas...she was my first-aider for the day and treat me bread....whahaha...good rite? last event for np le...no more...focusing on studies le...as wad shijia had said...put the OLEY spirit into studies! realli muz focus on my prelim le...thx shijia! haas...my best best best best sweetie...haas...fri oso high wibb her lik crazy ger...lolx...

rmb fri wad derek had told me during dinner tym...is us who change dem and not they all change us...which motivate me! haas...derek rocks! =)) considering about tat matter...yuppie...wun bge blogg-ing so often as my com was sent to "icu" tiz afternoon and prelim is coming...yuppie...wish me good luck...>.<

thx SHIJIA AND DEREK for the week! =))

HUI YING

hasn't been blogging for quite a long tym as my internet was DOWN! oh man! left wibb msn onli which made me don feel lik coming online...*arghs* hmmmm...best mermories tat i had was the FIREWORK! so kool... haas.. keke...lolx...den on national day went to see superstar...derrick is handsome...keke...for the past few week was fine...got back my chinese result...expected...yyeah...

today got back cca point de result...oh man...a B3....was lik...nbm....tmr having ss test...den wed having math test come mock exam after skool....2 maths test at one goal....haix...sure die ah....2 more weeks to prelim...haix...wad to do..study lo...now at t/ng`s hse...later going down to cp to study wibb t/ng and linwei...no more le ba....

firework is realli nice...which made my day smile =)
come to sad ting was prelim is coming! study study study...yuppie...anyway...got a nice dream...haas...gerrard rocks! >.<

THURSday

quite a number of days since i last blog...my life still goes on and on...my week was packed! my lesson end onli at 4 for everyday! after lesson, i`ll be having training...after enduring for so long, tmr would be the last rehearsal and nxt mon will be the real parade le...so FAST! tmr will be the last traning le! LOL. btw, this morning`s vip was on teamwork our belief...miss lim asked yonglin and carol tok tok abt last yr atc...i miss ATC! i miss all the craps, chicken rice, baked bean, fun, laughter, ben`s look when he broke the lamp[haas. LOL] and all the tings happened in atc! one year is GONE! bery fast!

it wasnt a happy day for me...i don knoe whyy...went riding bike along seragoon connector twice which mean 3400km...after tat, went to puggol park ride for two rounds and went to ride on a wulu wulu route back to the connector...tot of lots of stuff...yupp...

was watching superstar jux now...haix...bery sad...don knoe whyy...every week after watching will habb a sad sad feeling...haix...got to go...NITE

MOODY

today is the third day of the week...one week ago, i got to knoe dem...so fast...a week had pass...haix...lesson was fine...got back my math test paper...expected...after skool was maths peer tuitoring...it was fun as thing were asborbed! which can help in my maths...after tat, went down to training...today i`m w/o my spect! as tiz morning i cant find it...*blur blur de wo* to be frank...i don feel lik going to training...is like...it is not the usual feeling tat i`ll habb for np...neber ever! now, i jux no more sense of belonging there....no more united squad...no more oley...tats all! as ppl are nopt coming to training anymore...lesser talk out dere...perharps all of us are busy wibb our work...but, it is my responsibility to accomplish my role and tat will be my bery last ting for my np life! NO MORE! i promise! wearing a mask to entertain dem but it seems to be hopless...

as for my gfs...tats fine...i wonder how geraldine was tinking...telling her not to regret...may i ask sth...can dere be no regrets in life? i tink the answer is quite clear.... NO! jux felt tat i`m a frdd who doesnt give nice, motivating and encouraging words....jux don fit to be a gd frdd of dem...ya...useless...totalli useless....cant even cheer up dem up...

everyday trying to put on a mask a best smile to motivate gf, np frdd etc...being a clown for ppl to luff at...i don tink it is a nice ting? i am jux a useless frddd...

SO NEAR YET SO FAR! anyone willing to spare a tots and another chance for me?
jux LEAVE ME ALONE!

my nice week and LC joke!

let me say about pass few days...

wed.20-07-2005
was having the peer tuitoring...it finished at 330 as i had finish the worksheet tat miss tan gave us...30mins earli den i expected! no choice...went tdown for training...don feel lik going as my gto went for dry shoot...for the fiz part of the training i trained the swearing ppl for rifle drills...FUN! got to knoe shawn and theresa... den shawn called me mdm, but i told him to call me nco...when it comes to the second replx, he called me sgt! *arghs* haas...den i jux said..do i habb a sgt look? the sgt "suan-ing" came...haas...after tat...i got to knoe more ppl...justin and cong ee...2 from sss and 2 from nvss...dey are nice and cute peeps...haas...can u imagine shawn and justin are sec 2? haas...to me, dey look lik either a sec 3 or 4 student! keke...no offence...after training we walked to the bustop together...tat was the tym where the LC joke came...i asked dem "ni men LC[lance corporal] le ma? dey replied:"LC le" pear was lik so dirty! saying: "huh? ni men LC le ah?" all started to tink to the other route! haas...LOL...made me so paiseh lo...den dey oso kip calling me sgt sgt sgt...den project superstar! derrick rocks!the song tat he sang was realli touching...budden i prefer piano! keke..haas...tats my day! =)

thur.21-07-2005
again, i had training...after sci i went down for training...saw dem again and dey started to suan me for tat lc joke and sgt...haas...btw, cong ee is bery bery cute...keke...trained my gto..dere are still rooms for improvement! dey can do it! den not much ting happened ba...haas...

fri.22-07-2005
was having math test...when miss tan hinted me on sth i got so stressed up! i don knoe whyy...den miss tan was lik...don be so stress tink slowly...i was lik haix...in d end i did drew out the transformation...after the test i saw their answer...i was lik...OH MAN! my rotation was rotated wrongly...was damn fed up wibb myself! screw tat rotation! i did so much and i got such thing back! damn! forget it...after skool, went down to hall to arrange all the tables for swearing in...after tat, went to change into full-u and help out in d registration counter...keke...after tat, saw dem coming up...so,went forward to wish dem good luck for the parade! keke...it was a nice parade...after tat went down to take my gto...i toot foto wibb dem! haas...toopid shawn was asking justin to show toopid face...haas...in d end...it was nice...keke...took wibb cong ee and theresa oso..and of cos my derek ang and jiahao! haas...after dey left, we had our promotion...i was being promoted to staff =) congrats to peeps who got promoted...those who didnt, don be sad...cheer up...ur effort will be notice soon! continue working hard! after tat we were dismissed...was waiting to clear the table..and ah ong was realli angry for today...haas.."an wei" him..yuppie...keke...den i told him if i promote he muz treat my vitasoy! haas...den he gek siao turn away lo...after training, went to mall to habb dinner wibb our skool de peeps, ke ai de cong ee and tat two dao-er shawn and justin...btw, got one tym pear was question-ing justin...den make him bery paiseh..about taking foto wibb me..haas..den he said he is sad as he cant tk foto wibb me..haas LOL! ate dinner...joking around...after tat was home sweet home...

today! boring day...slacking at home...watched bring it on! kool! the way they danced and the way dey performed was totalli KOOL! haas...realli nice lo...

overall for this week was nice...having a nice mon,tue,wed,thur and fri! bcos of THEM! haas...waiting for carol to send me the fotos and i can update here! gonna to rest le! NITE!

i miss THEM! MISS those day!
my week simply rocks bcos of all the activity...neber had tat smile and laughter for a long tym! =)

SECOND day of the week!

second day of the week. lessons were fine for today. i was feeling giddy while doing coursework part B in the com lab as the com lab de com got weird colours! my lesson ended off at 230pm and went straight home after tat, didn't went for ss. yuppie. was walking in d rain. second tym for the week le! came home, took a nap and went off to cp. went to study again. did the ten years series transformation! was being luff at! keke. cos make sum toopid mistakes but it was fun! haas. if this friday`s math test is like ten year series question, OLEY! keke. sumore kana say by ppl lo. here it goes:"i went out so long u still drawing tat lil`ll triangle ah. this friday de test don nid to take liaos sure not enuff tym de" kana suan for quite a number of tym lo. haas. and the rotation make me piss OFF! keke. everytym oso bu zhun de! budden knew how to apply all the steps!

tmr, thur and fri will be staying back in skool till 630pm! long hours! haix. after tat muz come home and revise my math. so tat i can prove to two person tat i did study and i`m not a slow poke! i can finish the test and pass! keke. NITE!

listening to : yingx`s blog song >_<

START of the week!

monday. it was not a blue monday. haas. as two teacher did not come to skool, so i had two hrs of FREE period! kool. keke. f&n was practical! tot my cup cake was spoilt as it was too watery in d fiz place but my cup cakes manage to pass! haas. ppl who ate my cup cakes gave me 8/10! proud of it! keke. cos it was baked by me! went to kovan to study. learn all the maths. did my peer tutoring hmwk. =) tmr going out to study again. yuppie. nth much. tmr having the coursework part B. hope it will be a fine one for me. haas =) tym for bed!

btw,past 12 le. HAPPY BIRTHDAY To "ah gong" keke>.<

DERRICK ROCKS!

listening to: MY BLOG`S SONG! PIANO BY DERRICK! =))

SUNday

went to my grandma hse this afternoon. reading all the magazine and watch tv. my grandma was saying tat 2 or 3 week neber come le ho. i was lik ya. bery long neber go over to my grandma hse le. miss all the home cook dishes! haas. came home did my hmwks and my f&n. finalli. monday. it is always a BLUE monday. sumhow i hate monday? as i habb to pack up my weekend mood! BOO! is late and tym for bed.

all the best to u.

grumbling wun make your day GOOD!
complaing wun make your day FINE!
so...STOP complaining and grumbling!

in order to habb a good day, habb a right mind set and positive thinking.
besides all that, habb a big SMILE! =)

MIND OVER BODY! kekeke=)

the ride! =)

went f0r the nus tutoring. didnt realli did any maths as i was looking forward to the trip of riding bicycle wibb dem. haas. den during tat period of tym was chatting wibb liang sheng to kill my tym. keke. bad me. den we went t0 puggol. came back here and cycle around hougang. went to 401! my fav place in d past! haas. ate nasi lemak. keke. den back to mall. and came home. butt bery pain. cos wilson`s haro bike de seat is bery hard which make my butt ache lik siao. haas. budden muz thx him for lenidn me his bike! keke. wun forget how he suan me de lo. wan a motor one? and i said i wan a NON-motor one. keke. hao lian norx =xXx busy msg-ing derek. haas, bery long msges! so kool. keke.

tmr still muz d0 t0ns 0f hmwk and my f&n. haix. NITE!

feeling numb. no more feeling. how i wish i can stop seeing all the stuff and stop hearing all the nonsense. my shadows are fadin day by day. can u see it? i`m not looking forward to see rainbow after rainy days. no more. i`m tat clown wearing mask in front of all of u. if i stop wearing it ppl will find it weird. juz a person who wears maks everyday. send sumone to open my heart and see the rue self of mine? maybe the person is YOU. haix ='( follwing the script to act.

derrick rocks!

haas. finalli found his song le! shiok! haas. PIANO! today was having listening comprehension. damn tricky. after tat was training. bery long. i don knoe wadx happening to my gto. or is my expectation too high? tmr g0nna t0 ride bike. wilson de bike is nice to ride. haas. gonna to rest. cos giddy is coming back. NITE

DERRICK ROCKS! >.<

on MC again

woke up and felt super giddy. everything seems to be spinning around me. decided not to go skool. went back to bed and my dad woke me up at abt 11. he asked me to go see doc and he will be the one going wibb me. i was lik "HUH!" cos usualli is my mum who accompany me to see doc. so, abit weird la. budden in d end he went ard walking and left me ALONE at the clinice and went into the room ALONE to see the doc! i was lik. OMG! so weird, took my medicine ALONE and went to packet food after tat was home sweet home. ate my medicine and went to bed again. woke up and studied my SS. got one part i don understand budden i knoe which is impt can liaos. haas. now slacking in front of e com. still abit giddy budden tmr i habb to go to skool. listening! i hate listening. tat day got revsion and i got a pass onli. li lao shi was lik worried whyy my listening standard so poor. haas.

btw, last sunday was having bbq. den the "kids" me,my duidi and godbrother were comparing our height. den my godbrother was like "ni yi qian dou bi wo men gao de leh, na shi qu wen lai ni mei ci zui gao de lo. budden xian zai ho." haas! i was lik. hannor! now i`m the shortest among dem le! LOL! budden realli kool to habb dem. cos we were best cousin since young! staying overnite as his hse. playing togther, going overseas and going out together! FUN! miss those days! den kana ji siao by my aunt dey all. ke lian de wo.

tmr havin listening. all the best to peep who are taking it! =)

my DAY

second day of the week. damn boring. earli in d morning was social studies and teacher seems to be rushing through tat topic. was damn pissed off! rush so fast for wadx. siao. neber even ask us whether did we understand wadx she was trying to say. and throught out the whole f&n lesson was toking and toking. hear about wadx jeramy said, some were rite. haas. which made me tot of the past. about 6mths? HISTORY! haas. today my lesson ended at 4. don knoe how to cope if my lesson ends so late for everyday. once i reach home i will feel tired and i`ll juz lie on my cosy bed after my shower. wasting my tym by slping. damn pissed off. don habb the click to study for the past few days. tmr gonna to buck up and not gonna to stay at home le. going out to study. if not i`ll be wasting my tym slping. i did all the hmwks but i didnt do any revision which is the worst. SLACKER.

tmr dere will be math remedial going on. ends at 4. again a "earli evening"? and dere goes my thur and fri. thur is sci remedial. again lesson ends at 4. fri, training. 630pm. l0nger day. and t0day. got scolding from ong. he called my name out LOUD. dere it goes " LEE HUI YI NG" and i got shocked. den lao. after skool got "scolding" from him. den was going down to office wibb him. my FOOD and KANGROO! lolx. and he was asking how much i got for l1r4 and i told him 12 which is bu ke neng de la. onli happens in my dream land. and he was lik askin me to study study and study. i told him i did. and ppl was addin oil onto the flame! and ask me still go training. haas. wei le wo hao la. every long neber hear his singing le. fiz "singing" for this term. lolx. nothing much. today is TCX birthday! happy birthday to him! =)

song tat i love a lot. is a nice song!

98 DEGREES - Why (Are We Still Friends) Lyrics We do almost everything that lovers do
And that`s why it`s hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
Its hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
[CHORUS:]
Why why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I`m always scared I`ll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere Ive got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if its win or lose
Now tell me why
[CHORUS]
I don`t wanna be like your brother
I don`t wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine
[CHORUS x2]

we juz want to hab FUN

my LIFE

friday. o8o7o5
lesson as usual...
was having oral after skool...
die...
i wanted to say "idea" but at tat point of tym i was nervous i juz say "na ge dong xi"...
i even say "den ho" in my conversation...
TOOPID HUIYING!
forget it...
after oral went to training...
pathetic gto, goh and even my SQUAD!
onli 6 peeps turn up for today`s training...
yupp. g0t c0mments...
bad 0ne...
and is g0nna t0 be a pack july f0r me...
haix. x-coutry all this...ndp...muz do duty! cos i cant get into top 50....haas..

saturday o9o7o5
TODAY! HAPPY BITRTHDAY TO MY DIDI! =)
went to pasir ris library wibb the 4 of dem...
fiz tym for the four of us to go library together to serach information abt suagr...
rare "occasion" for us...
haas...
talk talk, walk walk, serach serach
haas.
tym files when im spending tym wibb dem...
btw,my frdd saw me and i didnt see him!
haas...too bad la...fate....
nothing much...
btw,the project superstar derrick is out lo..
i waited for the result and dey show me such a freak result...
i was damn pissed off...
WTH!den the advertisement put wei lian de foto den beside tat write 2 word"tong qing"
WTH! idiot!haix

tmr habb to do all my homeworks, study my geog...
nite tym going my god ah ma hse for bbq...
tats all...

i`ll be the one standing side by side wibb u to help u...
but i guess u don nid me to be dere for u...
getting out of the world...
leave me ALONE...

Yi Lu Xiang Bei_+

THURday.NUMB

4th day 0f the week...
tym files!
tmr i`m having my O level chinese oral...
target f0r this tym r0und is 1 mark higher den mid yr?
25 will be quite a g00d target?
as i nid a distinction for my oral in order to score well during the re-take..
haix...101% re-take de...
even triple L oso said tat to me..
anyway, t0day was her last lesson wibb us..
yyeahs. quite sad. as she had been my chinese teacher for 3 yrs! 3/4 of my 4 yrs life man!
nowaday, my sk00l day ends at 4...
l0ng and tiring day...
ytd was having maths, as for today was physic...
didn`t waste my tym sitting over dere...
as i`m doin work! haas
had been reading the composition book...
their english standard and ours...
are much much much FAR apart!
haas. lolx. better buck up.
if not i`m going to the mars!
yyeahs
tmr after oral will be going for training...
as i nid to train and polish up all the drills tat i don knoe...
yupp...
g0 wait f0r jue dui superstar de result le...
derrick is CUTE! lolx >.<
NITE!

NUMB!

Yi Lu Xiang Bei
Always Head Towards the North

hou shi jing li de shi jie yue lai yue yuan de dao bie
The world from the rear view mirror becomes further and further away as if saying goodbye

ni zhuan shen xiang bei che lian hai shi hen mei
You turn around but your side profile is still very beautiful

wo yong yan guang qu zui jing ting jian ni de lei
I use my eyes to pursue you, yet I hear your tears

zai che chuang wai mian pai hui shi wo cuo shi de ji hui
Outside the car window is my missed opportunity

ni zhan de fang wei gen wo zhong jian ge zhe lei
Your position and mine is separated by tears

jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui ni de beng kui zai chuang wai ling sui
The street views are continuously receding, you start to fragment outside the window

*Chorus

wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you

ni shuo ni hao lei yi wu fa zai ai shang shui
You said you were already tired and cannot fall in love with anybody again

feng zai shan lu chui guo wang de hua mian quan dou shi wo bu dui
The wind is blowing on the mountain road, all of our previous memories were my wrongdoings

xi su can kui wo shang ni ji hui
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances

wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you

fang xiang pan zhou wei hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui
Around the steering wheel rotates my feelings of regret

wo jia sui chao yue que shuai bu diao jing jing gen shui de shang bei
I accelerate to escape the lingering sadness

xi shu can kui wo shang ni ji hui
Counting my shamefulnessI have hurt you too many instances

ting zhi lang bei jiu rang cuo chun cui
Stop the anguish by letting my wrongdoings

SUNday

tym f0r bl0gging...went to town today...today is a sunday...so expected...ppl mountain ppl sea...yuppie...went to wisma...got a top for my brother...i tink tat top was nice! =)) den went to heereen...nothing much juz went walking around...den went down to far east saw nice jacket and nice bag...which cost quite a lot...budden heereen tat bag oso nice..leather one...btw, walked pass lucky plaza,road show...mp3 tempt us..hhaas...budden neber buy la...den went far east oso saw creative de mp3...in d end...we went to sim lim square! lolx! budden the morale was LOW...walking dere was HOT and PACK...juz walk and walk and walk...finalli reac tat tower... and bought a mp3..hoho..tats great! a LG one...the sound was great...budden when i got back saw a scratch...hais...gonna to change it tmr...don knoe the uncle aloow anot...if cant is juz my luck...yuppie...

tmr is a skool holiday...after changing it gonna to come home to do my hmwks...btw, my height bery short mehs...whyy ppl kip saying tat i`m short...i tink i consider not tall not short but acceptable...cos among the 5 of us i`m the middle one...budden im being throw back to the 15plus club instead of the 16 plus club! they kick me back! haas...lolx...tired man...

oh...this few days while waiting to go out i watch jay`s yen hui mei de mtv, den "ni ting de dao" was the best mtv for tat album...cos realli touching den was lik...bery sad...watch liaos feel lik crying...the feeling was bad...anyway...i guess he is the onli idol tat i feng lik mad la...from fiz album to now..haben buy the lastest 2 de album..due to no $$$! no matter wadx i`m gonna to buy it!



nothing more to say...mood swing...cos bery tired! NITE!

my saturDAY

saturday!
my dearest weekend!
haas!
woke up earli ind morning...
habb my breakfast and went to bed again...
lolx!
den went for the tuition...
hooo...
cool...
at least i did maths during tat 2 hrs..
didnt waste my tym dreaming!
den went to habb dinner at 805 wibb my parents...
went to harvey norman to see mp3...
cos dad will be gettin one for my brother as bday present?
JEALOUS!
haas! actulli don nid to be jealous la...
cos i tink he`s getting one for me too! =))
nothing more to blog...
gonna get my brother`s present tmr...
but im totalli BROKE!

NITE!

NO tittle

say about my day fiz....
earli morning went to help tat toopid boyy to buy file..
den pass by his cls, he don wan to take...
so i juz threw the file in... lolx.
kool me! =xXx
lesson was fine...
wore home clothes to skool and brought all those npcc stuff..
is damn HEAVY!
shall stop complainin so i`ll habb better day in future...
miss michael english was the best lesson for today? haas
cos she tok to us about whyy pricipal was in my class for the week and her own feeling...
after skool went to gather...
den got my part B O level word for my f&n...
the words simply s***s! ya!
den went to PA...
ppl were treating us as animal inside the zoo or alien from outer space? lolx.
cos all of us were wearing home clothes and dey were wearing full-u...
i bet dey`re JEALOUS! haas. lolx..
again, expected. we waited for about 2 hrs juz to shoot tat 3 rounds!
lucky while waiting got ppl to pei me...
if not i`ll die over dere...
came home ate my dinner wibb lots of thoughts inside my mind...
yyeahs.

got to learn this 3 words...
I HATE YOU!
and the feeling of hatred...
yupp...
tym for bed...
gettin peep to pei me go town! cos gonna to get a top for my brother`s bithrday...

i guess it is hard for me to see rainbow after rainy day as i habb give up on it...
and behind tat SMILE tat`s always a DEEP CUT! LOST!
take me to YOUR heart("x")_+

dry LIFE!

quite a number of days since i last blog...
days were as usual...
lesson are still dat boring and dry...
budden i did pay attention and concetrate...
pasted 3 sheets of target sheet inside my room...
one is beside me, one is every morning wake up SURE will see, one is on my yi chu...
everday sure will see this 3 sheets of paper to...
is to stress myself...
yyeahs...
tmr dere is a makrsman com..
raymond call me ask me to prepapre full-u...
neber get marksman badge oso can go..
throw my own face..
hais..
den tmr wearin mouse jersey to skool...
yupp...
everyday almost got msg from my ex "laogong"...
haas...
l0lx...
one day abt 30 lo...
my bill gonna to come soon...
nth much le...
tym for bed...
got lots of things to say...
but not here...
my LIFE simply SUCKS!
hoping that you`re fine now...

will i get to see the rainbow after rainy day?
take me to YOUR heart ("x")_+

pS

too peeps who tag at my board...sorri tat i don knoe whyy i cant tag...so i will juz write here...
yingx- to stephaine: finalli can tag le! hiking was a nice one. WELL DONE!
yingx- to sharon: SURPIRSE! to see u here! how u got my blog webby? drop by more often! kaes? anyway, when are we going to habb a campcraft gathering? maybe a bbq after O level? =)) take care!

is that ME?!!?!!?!

say about my day fiz...
fiz day of skool...
change of tym table and change of teacher...
2 weeks ltr triple L is gone...
nxt nxt week having my oral for O level...
STUDY HARD! HUIYING! WAKE UP!
went to watch initial D again...
it still rocks lik mad...
fully booked...
lucky we booked online...
if not don nid to watch...
night kids, red suns!
rocks!
after tat was home swit home..
stucked wibb my com wibb my f&N...
tats all...

i`m feelin down...
i don knoe whyy...
tats how i felt for today and since ytd...
face was smiling but my heart was frowning...
wadx d hell am i doin...
wadx on earth am i tinking...
why am i tinking so much again...
whyy am i lettin you to affect me...
i`m lettin you go soon...
but whyy am i a person who don kip to promise...
i`m as an ASS!
and my grades...
sucks lik hell..
where am i going to go in future?
as wadx mrs wong had said?
i`m going to the planet????
WTF is HUIYING DOING HERE ON EARTH?
wasting all the resources!
SHE`S AN ASS man!
trying hard to forget...
real HARD!
gibb me sumtym!
all i nid is TIME!
T-I-M-E! TIME!!!!!
do you care?
NO!
i`m juz a NOBODY in YOUR world and a NOBODY in this WORLD!

listening to initail D jay`s song. tat sad song : yi lu xiang bei.

i wan YOU to knoe "I LOVE YOU! "

10th grade
As I sat there in English class,I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wishedshe wasmine. But she didn't notice me like that,and I knew it. After class,she walked up to me and asked me forthe notesshe had missed the day before andhanded themto her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love her but I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end,it was her. She was in tears,mumbling on and on about how her lovehad brokeher heart. She asked me to come over because shedidn'twant to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa,I stared at her soft eyes,wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,and three bags of chips, she decided togo tosleep. She looked at me,said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I want to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love her but I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.

Senior yearThe day before prom she walked to mylocker."My date is sick" she said;he's not going to go well,I didn't have a date,and in 7th grade,we made a promise that if neither of ushad dates,we would go together just as "bestfriends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over,I was standing at her front door step!I stared at her as she smiled at me andstared atme with her crystal eyes.I want her to be mine,but she isn't think of me like that, and Iknow it.Then she said "I had the best time,thanks!"and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that Idon'twant to be just friends,I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don'tknowwhy.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.Before I could blink, it was graduationday.I watched as her perfect body floated likean angelup on stage to get her diploma.I wanted her to be mine, but she didn'tnotice melike that, and I knew it.Before everyone went home,she came to me in her smock and hat,and criedas I hugged her.Then she lifted her head from myshoulder andsaid,"you're my best friend, thanks" and gaveme a kisson the cheek.I want to tell her, I want her to know that Idon'twant to bejust friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,and Idon't know why.

A Few Years
LaterNow I sit in the pews of the church.That girl is getting married now.I watched her say "I do"and drive off to her new life,married to another man. I wanted her tobe mine,but she didn`t see me like that, and Iknew it.But before she drove away, she came tome andsaid "you came!".She said "thanks" and kissed me on thecheek.I want to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don'tknowwhy.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffinof a girlwho used to be my "best friend".At the service, they read a diary entry shehadwrote in her high school years.This is what it read:"I stare at him wishing he was mine,but he doesn't notice me like that,and I know it.I want to tell him,I want him to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love himbut I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.I wish he would tell me he loved me!I wish I did too...I thought to my self, and I cried.I Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love U..."

will i hab the same situation as him in future?

LAST story for this CHAPTER

friday_*
went to mit jiahao and we headed to skool...and the both os us were late...so we decided to take cab...budden the both of us DON habb the luck...wave lik mad oso don habb any cab! so unlucky...den in d mean tym 62 finalli come to our "rescue" lolx...den was relief to see jocelyn on bus...and oso victor...den saw yonglin board our bus...felt more relief...haas...was joking around all d way...den was lik runnin and playing lik kids...machiam catching...haas...got the key...i ran lik mad and shout "zui hou si wu gui" den all started to run wibb miie...haas...hmmm..training was a slack one to me...but my gto learnt all the basic command le..budden w/o rifle...me and jiahao teach together..den today three of us, yonglin,jiahao and me got train..improve! YEAH! haas...den changing tat tym oso playing lik mad...si yonglin BLUFF me...he and jiahao say i forget sth den i went in to double check..in d end..NOTHING was dere! lolx! den dismiss...discussion...and den came home shower and OFF i go! MARINA! lolx! actualli was tryin to catch initial D..budden FULLY book... TOO BAD lo...came home...rest and slp! cos im having hikin..

SATURDAY_*
unit hike! woke up as earli as 550am...shower and OFF i go...went to PP to get my breafast fiz and den OFF i went to skool...hike was a fun one...fiz tym wearing a poncho during hike...btw, this yr hike was from MACRITCHITE to BUKIT TIMAH! 15km long! lolx! i manage to complete it! btw, on bus was lik...tired...got alots of suan-ing! say i dai, gong gong all this...kana suan lik mad by cute deli and joey pear...slpin and derek...haas..not much fats! onli bone! budden deli sat beside me tat tym was lik...wahs...pillow...haas...lolx...den reach dere...walk and walk and walk...hike was a quiet one...budden me, jiahao and derek was lik opening mini concert...singing to entertain one another...den deli was lik ask us to pay? haas..den jokes were crack...CHOCOLATE! haas...so dirty lo...den when dere is a big gap to catch one..i`ll say my sentence..."zui hou shi wu gui" 3 of us ran lik mad! haas..den ah ong ah...whole hike kip askin me to count tiz...den neber senior nco nv gather together ong will straight away say"huiying gather dem la" haas...cartoon him...den my leg was lik dou dao hen li hai...den i told ah ong...den chang said not enuff salt..muz eat more...i lame wibb him say ltr eat too much get kidney failure den jialat...lolx..den caring de ah ong straight away tk H2O from his bag gibb me...so good rite! love him to bits! lolx! den overall derbief ong tok den say 11clap...all clap until so messy he was lik seeing me...bo bian..help him! who ask him to be ONG! haas! lolx!

after hiking was senior nco debrief...lettin my kite to fly up HIGH! =)) den my LEG! feel lik chopping it off...too tired...sumore got two BIG BIG blister on my leg! fiz tym! haas...den went straight down to PS! for my laogong de show! haas..den knoe wad...earliest for 4 ppl seat de is 9pm! and we was lik...630pm onli lo...den went home shower den went back to ps...on the way to ps was lik...laughter! haas...luffing lik mad..but me onli la..ask me to be camera pig! *arghs* haas...den makan long john and went in to watch! NICE! realli bery nice...the father`s of jay and father of fei wu was cute! haas..jay was kool in tat show! tat ger realli earn lo! hold hand! kiss! haas...den i was lik turn over to derek and say "wa lao" lolx...jealous over him! lolx! den edison and yu wen le was lik so COOL! all the cars were great man! turning..stunt..ROCKS! too many ting to say about tiz show le! haas...tofu car! go catch it if u haven catch it! after the show, we were still toking about it sia...haas...now still tinking abt it sia...lolx...

tmr is the new page of my new chapter le! study hard yingx! motivating myself! lolx! though skool is tat boring..is okie! ENDURE! haas...oso work hard for my last job in ndp...my gro and rite marker...yyeahs...i can do it!

yingx lurbe takumi forvever! =))
will YOU?
take me to YOUR heart ("x")_+